Without looking at Brian McNamee, Clemens told the congressional committee, “I have strong disagreements with what this man says about me.”
Separated by only a few feet at a witness table on Wednesday, Clemens and McNamee never were farther apart.
There they sat, the star pitcher and his former personal trainer, under oath and facing blistering questions. For 4˝ hours, both men held to their versions of the he-said, he-said disagreement about whether McNamee injected Clemens with steroids and human growth hormone.
Clemens insisted it never happened. McNamee insisted it did.
His reputation and Hall of Fame candidacy potentially at stake - not to mention the possibility of criminal charges, if he lied - Clemens said: “I have never taken steroids or HGH. No matter what we discuss here today, I am never going to have my name restored.”
For some members of the House Committee on Oversight and Government Reform, Clemens’ denials rang hollow, particularly in light of a new account of his discussion of HGH use, revealed by his friend and former teammate Andy Pettitte in a sworn affidavit.
“It’s hard to believe you, sir,” Rep. Elijah Cummings, D-Md., told Clemens. “I hate to say that. You’re one of my heroes.”
Clemens and McNamee, by all accounts once good friends, rarely glanced at one another. When Clemens did turn to his right, it was with the Rocket’s mound glare. Seated between them was the day’s third witness, Charles Scheeler, a lawyer who helped compile the report on drug use in baseball headed by former Senate majority leader George Mitchell.
“Someone is lying in spectacular fashion,” said Rep. Tom Davis of Virginia, the ranking Republican.
Like their stories, Clemens’ Texas drawl was in strong contrast to the clipped cadences of McNamee, a former New York police officer.
“I told the investigators I injected three people - two of whom I know confirmed my account,” McNamee said. “The third is sitting at this table.”
The matter could wind up with the Justice Department if prosecutors believe either man made false statements. The Justice Department is also reviewing used needles and bloody gauze pads McNamee turned over. His side says the items contained performance-enhancing drugs and Clemens’ DNA.
“We found conflicts and inconsistencies in Mr. Clemens’ accounts,” said Rep. Henry Waxman, D-Calif., committee chairman. “During his deposition, he made statements we know are untrue.”
Eventually, the committee split largely along party lines, with the Democrats reserving their most pointed queries for Clemens, and the Republicans giving McNamee a rougher time.
“You’re here under oath, and yet we have lie after lie after lie after lie,” Rep. Dan Burton, R-Ind., told McNamee.
Rep. Christopher Shays, R-Conn., repeatedly called McNamee a “drug dealer.”
McNamee lawyer Earl Ward called it a “public flogging.”
The session, held the same day pitchers and catchers started reporting for spring training in Florida and Arizona, came two months following the release of the Mitchell Report.
That investigation was prompted by another hearing on steroids held by the same committee in the same room, on March 17, 2005. That is best remembered for having tarnished the reputations of Mark McGwire - who infamously repeated, “I’m not here to talk about the past” - and Rafael Palmeiro - who wagged his finger and declared he never had used steroids, then failed a drug test months later.
Wednesday’s hearing was prompted by Clemens’ various and vigorous denials of what McNamee told Mitchell. The Mitchell Report was the first public accounting of McNamee’s allegations that he injected Clemens with HGH and steroids 16 to 21 times from 1998 to 2001. McNamee said Wednesday he now thinks those numbers are too low.
“If Mr. McNamee is lying, he has acted inexcusably and he has made Mr. Clemens an innocent victim,” Waxman said. “If Mr. Clemens isn’t telling the truth, then he is acting shamefully and has smeared Mr. McNamee. I don’t think there is anything in between.”
Congressmen noted that Pettitte and another former Yankees teammate of Clemens, Chuck Knoblauch, both acknowledged that McNamee was correct when he said they used performance enhancers.
At times, Clemens struggled to find the right words as he was pressed by lawmakers. Clemens said Pettitte “misremembers” things. Toward the end, Clemens raised his voice to interrupt Waxman’s closing remarks. The chairman pounded his gavel and said, “Excuse me, but this is not your time to argue with me.”
Clemens later told reporters: “I’m very thankful and very grateful for this day to come. I’m glad for the opportunity finally. And, you know, I hope I get - and I know I will have - the opportunity to come here to Washington again under different terms.”
His wife, Debbie, sat in the front row behind him and listened as Waxman implicated her in HGH use, citing statements by Pettitte. Clemens testified his wife took HGH once, though according to the transcript of last week’s sworn deposition, Clemens told committee lawyers he didn’t know of family taking HGH.
Pettitte, who was excused Monday from testifying, said in a statement to the committee that Clemens told him nearly 10 years ago that he used HGH. Waxman read from affidavits by Pettitte and his wife, Laura, supporting the accusations.
“Andy Pettitte is my friend. He was my friend before this. He will be my friend after this and again. I think Andy has misheard,” Clemens said. “I think he misremembers.”
In his deposition, Pettitte also said that in 2003 or 2004, McNamee told him Clemens had used steroids. Committee lawyers asked Pettitte how he decided what to say, given that he was caught between conflicting accounts from two friends.
“I have to live with myself. And one day, I have to give an account to God - and not to nobody else - of what I’ve done in my life,” Pettitte replied. “And that’s why I’ve said and shared the stuff with y’all that I’ve shared with y’all today - that I wouldn’t like to share with y’all.”
